So today I woke up to the smell and feeling of spring. Sun shining, radiating on my skin. That nostalgia moment when you realize better things are around the corner, but being so impatient and not wanting to wait anymore. I'm caught in this contradictory time bomb. I've been through the winter, physically, mentally, and emotionally; ready for that new beginning more than ever. As much as I want time to pass, I promised myself I wouldn't wish time away this year. Besides, there are some days I just wish I could stop time all together. Utah feels like home. These are my streets, my mountains, my friends who have become family, and I'm not sure if I'm ready to pack up come the end of April and move back to New York. But for now I'm not going to worry about it, I guess I'll do the only thing I can do right now, enjoy this mid-season change in my life.
